What The ****

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Ok, here I sit on Monday night, where I could have sworn I was going to have a date with Jeffrey. I hadn’t heard from him in a few days and I sent a simple joking text to see if he had forgot about me. He told me he was guiding for a hunt and that he would call me when he got home. I just checked to see if he was home, and it seems that he is …..cause I just checked his status on Match.com and he has checked his account/profile and no word still. Maybe he took what I said the wrong way or maybe he met someone else, but I could have sworn we had talked about going out tonight. Hmm! That is how it goes on Match. It is so difficult to meet a great guy on there it seems. Lots of games etc.

Juan texted me and asked me what I wasn’t talking to him about, after he read my blog??? I’m not sure what he is talking about. In my blog world I write about what I’m doing and what is going on in my life, and along with that there is much I don’t write about, that would be interesting, but more personal. I’m not sure what blog he is even talking about. I write on here so much.

It seems men want my sole attention, but I’m SINGLE!!!! What am I supposed to do???? I’m trying my hardest to try and find love, elusive as it my be for me.

I haven’t heard from William either. His daughters are in town, so I sort of expect that.

I just don’t know if Jeffrey took me seriously when I sent that text to him. He seemed interested, but what do I know? I just don’t understand men, I guess that is why I’m still single. Maybe there aren’t any great guys out there. Like I said “What the ****” I just don’t get it. Here I am totally free this week and here I sit blogging. Who would have thought?????

Tomorrow changed a bit. I had already canceled my volunteer work, to pick up my Dad after his eye surgery, but my Mom decided she was just going to wait for him. Now I think I will be having a date night with myselfish tomorrow. I want to go see an Indy Film called “Slumdog Millionaire” It’s supposed to be very good, and hey, I love myself, so time for a date alone with myself. Damn!

My website will be changing soon. It will start having ads on it. I also have some stuff going on behind the scenes…..(the back end of my profile) Should be some cool stuff for me to play with and check out.

Oh, I heard from an old friend today. John….I sort of dated him for a bit. He has the most awesome kid, next to mine of course. He is a ER doc. Totally got me into motocross and motocross photography, since he has a business of taking care of motocross kids who have wrecked on a course. He is amazing at what he does. I have seen him at work and at play. I loved hanging around those guys. Very fun and exciting times. He has two ranches. One in Hasty Colorado and one in Woodland Park. I love both. I didn’t think I would enjoy the prairie like I do. I totally fell in love with it! I got the coolest photo of a barn owl there on his property. The vast open space, the animals….scorpions, horny toads, tarantulas, snakes, eagles, deer, coyotes, Canadian Geese, and various things….. like a huge reservoir, a train that zooms by a great speeds, two cool houses, lots of space, and the worst part is you can’t drink the water. It sucks.

John got me into Motocross. I even had a custom track on his property. He was sweet to accommodate me. I didn’t like a few things with the track. I was scared of a few jumps so he filled them in for me. Wouldn’t you know that I had the freaking worst wreck yet on that track. I tried to do a jump and did a wheelie instead. I seriously thought I had broke my hip. He was working on the track at the time and didn’t see me wreck, but he heard me and came walking over calmly. I told him I thought I broke my hip and he asked if I could stand up. I told him it might take me a minute. It hurt me so bad that I couldn’t cry. Once I could stand up, he asked me to pull down my pants. He took a look and told me that it was going to hurt like hell. He checked my elbow, which I also thought I broke, but nope! He then said for me to go to the house and take a hot shower and some Advil. Man! did that sucker hurt for a year maybe. John is a great musician, and is putting out a new CD with his band. I wish he would write a song with the mandolin, but I’m not sure if he did.

John’s son Tucker is seriously my second favorite kid in the world. I just love him. A great motocross racer and now instead of racing he will be an EMT on the track. I love Tucker’s friends too. Crazy, and we always had a ton of fun. I never laughed so hard as when I hung out with that bunch. We used to go and chase rabbits on the land around there. Fun! I also worked on some ranches around there. Quite a few jobs around there. He knows lots of the ranchers, since he had helped them in the hospital down there.

Ok, I have to deal with some stuff for my website. I just can’t believe the men in my life. What is wrong with them???

Men, can’t live with them…….pass the beer nuts.

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